Finally...

I have new notebooks, I'm so excited lol...
This one is a Pratt, fully lined with a secret stash
pocket in the back inner cover.

This next one is a handmade Indian jumpoff...
The paper looks handmade as well, no lines with
a cottony feel.

I'm finally gonna be reunited with the notebook I left in NY so I can make transfers... Hitting Philly this week too that should be fun, I love new places... I'm gonna go watch El Tigre, later folks

Complexity...

... So I've been talking to one of my Homies from high school for a min and intelligent convo with a male is making me think about some things...Here are my thoughts in list form...
I trust selectively but when I do trust, I go full tilt...
I am slightly intimidating but hey, thats just my expression learn to love it...
I need more emotional outlets, I've let my writing fall by the wayside because of class, I'll get it back, I promise...
My humor is understood by few, it may even offend some people...
I speak in Movie quotes with my little sister any my homie MissK... Don't judge me...
My heart is heavy, this black hole is no bueno...
I say "good shit" and "no bueno"... A LOT...
I make up words on the daily, my lexicon will body yours...
I aspire to a lot... I just hope that i make it... Dr. SkyB and shit...
My future home must have a sun room or screened in porch or something so I can sit in the rain and not get wet...
I want to live in Seattle at some point in my life, can you say RAIN...
Although my dream home would be in Connecticut, Soho. or the LES...
I like the rain, like a bunches, it's soothing, almost like it's wiping your slate clean...
I Love hard, from friends to family, SO's, and heroes, I go IN for those I care about...
I feel naked without my KhaiPod Yes I named my iPod so what?...
Music has a very weird effect on me... I LOVE it though
I Love my name... Mom Dukes got it right with this one...
My personality is forked in several different directions, very few know about me in my entirety...
I long for more intimate relationships, not just the romantic kind...
I am way more adept at listening than talking, but i can write you under the table...
Public speaking and the attention it warrants is my Kryptonite... Seriously...
I am horrible at taking my own advice...
I need to put myself out there more...
I really like men, I think the universe was lookin out for me when they popped up...
I have simple requests, but the simplicity throws some guys for a loop...
Love me, Communicate with me, reason with me, call me on my bullshit but be nice about it lol, make me feel like everything is okay even when the sky is falling down around us and I'll do the same for you...
I want to go to poetry clubs and slams like every weekend...
And a strip club once in my life, I wanna know what all the fuss is about...
I Love my niece and nephew but can only babysit in small doses...
I'm afraid of having kids because there is so much I want them to learn before the world teaches them otherwise...
I think child beauty pageants are just as bad as child prostitution...
I fuss over my childrens future names on the reg, it's just a quirk...
I have a lot of quirks...
My brain hurts and my fingers are tired... I'm about to watch Kim Possible and fall asleep...
If you took the time to read this, I Love you too
~Boogie~

Line of The Day...

...Bullets break dance on backbones...

Introspection is a Double Edged Sword, and I Think I Cut Myself...

I started classes last tuesday, and in my first class, Theories of Personality Development, I was given the hardest assignment of my academic career... 25 page research article had nothing on this seemingly simple task... I was asked to write a 4 page autobiography... I know your like WTF that's dumb easy, well it isn't for someone who spends way too much time dissecting the intricacies of her own life... I know introspection is needed but only to a certain point, and I passed that sucker about two years ago... Coming to college I got to spend an absurd amount of time alone, which I love because I've spent my entire life around my family but from that solitude came questions that I couldn't answer myself outright... The more inquiries I made the deeper into my own psyche I went, probably further than i should have gone but I love finding the bases of behaviors... There are some truths I hope to forget soon and some falsehoods I'm amazed I've maintained so long,all in all there really isn't much I'm willing to share... Especially with my Psych Professor via a simple writing assignment... My fears are what motivate me, but I realize I'm the only person holding me back... Time to take down the barbed wire fences and cage the wild boars surrounding myself...The ones around my heart can stay for now... I've yet to find a guy that could weather my, lets just say, multifaceted personality without giving up because "I'm too difficult"... If I was easy I'd be just like the birds I come across daily, on the pursuit of platinum plated bullshit instead of golden souls shining through innocent yet pain filled brilliant brown eyes (Like these)... Fancy cars overshadow minds that can twist the worlds languages into the most beautifully woven tapestries man has never seen, hidden in earthbound angels... Damn I'm rambling... I need to go study something...
I'm on the Pursuit of Happiness
~Boogie~

I know some pretty awesome people...

...Just got this via aim
"do you know you will find your moon?"
I been feeling really basement as of late (props to Miss K for the lingo)... Basically feelin' like I'm inclined to spend the rest of my life dating idiots who aren't worth their weight in roofing tar while daydreaming of gorgeous intellectuals that ride in on enchanted pens and steal me away...I digress, but this simple sentence just BOOSTED MINE(saw dudes saying this shit on facebook and thought it was the funniest thing)...It rekindled my patience for finding what I need, which is hopefully the same as what I want but who knows...This life thing is confusing and my personality goes in more directions than Fabolous' teeth (I kid, I kid)... This journey should be fun...Signed the cynical, goofy, Jay-Z hating New Yorker, with a heart of gold and expression of stone...
Yeah
Thanks Jason
~Boogie~

Low Key Excited...

I am working on a new poem
and I've been getting feedback
from a few friends who enjoy poetry
but can also offer constructive criticism
but the feedback i'm most excited about came
from a published young poet and one of my
new favorites, none other than
Mr. Nik Richard...
So hot, so talented, and an all around nice guy...
His first book
Love and Water
So amazing I've read it at least 4 times
You should pick it up
And his accent is so cute
FYI: He personally signs the inside of the back cover
as not to bend the book, apparently some people don't notice
but I did lol

A means to an end...

School gets on my F*cking nerves...I mean i hate it, group projects are the bane of my existence and i have 3 this semester, u gotta be shittin me...
Public speaking is my biggest weakness, i just hate people looking at me, i hate wearing business attire, all in all i just hate the concept of my success on a project relying on other people...Lets face it, in real life you are responsible for you, no one does your job for you...
In other news, lol, my hair has some how become a character in and of itsself, supposedly it will lend credence to the crackpot theorist i'm supposed to play in an upcoming presentation...
Underhanded diss, i think so but it's all good, I love my curly hair, it helps me stand out from all the damn straight hair ugg boot w/shorts wearing clones at this school, but i digress...
Purchased some new T's from Karmaloop this weekend, their sales are like a mix of Fergie and Jesus haha...But i think i got like 4 T's for about 10 bucks each, good shit seeing as my other T's were like 20 each... Oh yeah and i purchased, yes actually purchased as in payed for with my own money, Tim William's first album (i guess) on iTunes...Dope shit for only 6 tracks but can't complain it was only like 4 bucks, a def must she's so 80's and love assasin are super dope pick it up Tim William - EP...