Am I really that intriguing, honestly?

Boredom is my name. This vacation is killing me, I miss my city, Virginia is for suckers. The slow pace of this state is slowly driving me insane. Oh NY, BX to be exact, how I miss thee. Random noises all times of the day, the fact that at any given time there is at least 10 other people outside, ahh the people. Don't get me wrong I am not a people person, but something about knowing that however lonely I may feel, I will never be the only person around at any given time comforts me. I do not miss having at least 5 guys trying to get my attention while I'm on my way to the bodega on the corner in Hampton sweats, dunks and a hoodie at 10pm, maybe it's my chill Swag(good grief I hate that word) vibe. Right about now that inner loneliness is starting to bother me, and having the guys here constantly try and take me on dates I have no interest of attending, is not helping. I like someone but I know better than to put all of my eggs in one basket especially when dealing with guys. Maybe my chronic introversion is keeping me from finding that person I don't mind going out with, that understands my quirks and embraces them. Don't misunderstand me a mate isn't needed but would be welcomed and embraced... This project i did a few weeks back sums up what i want from a SO, it's not finished yet so please keep all criticism constructive, please and thank you...Excuse the incessant use of profanity, it's just one of my numerous quirks learn to love it or hit the little red X in the top right hand corner of your browser window. For now I'll let Gym Class Heroes and Berne Allen lull me into my happy place...............................................

I wish I knew what to say to you, how to tell you that I think you’re badder than the Freddy Krueger Dunks, but lets be real no one is that bad. But I wanna just do the dopest shit with you, like sit in a sunroom during a thunderstorm, eating lasagna in sweats and beaters. Tell me that shit doesn’t sound dope. I wanna go to slams and museums with you and if we’re feeling lazy we can kick back and Watch the history channel and Def poetry DVD’s in our undies. Don’t worry, I’ll watch the game with you, but during basketball season the TV is MINE. I wouldn’t mind if u kicked it with the boys just don’t get tight when I kick it with my boys. I wanna sit back and listen to violin and piano solo’s, you know I’m a nerd that way. I wanna tell you how much I want to fall asleep with my leg draped around you waist and your arm wrapped around my shoulders, because I think little shit like that is sexy. Damn I wish I knew how to tell you that your drunken conversations are as genuine as your sober ones, and that shit is hard to come by. Baby, I wanna have philosophical debates with you from politics to proper shoe lacing techniques, and after you give up, we can play video games. Tell me that shit doesn’t sound dope. We can take a walk at 4 in the morning and enjoy the silence or go to Wal-Mart and play with shit because we’re both kids at heart. I wanna run around taking pictures of nature with you in the dead of winter because the world is amazing. I want to write my name across your biceps so every time you cross your arms you embrace me. Now tell me that shit doesn’t sound dope, baby

Josh Bennett...

I want to marry your flow and make love to your creativity...
You're a cutie too...
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Apologies for the randomness of this post,
HBO delivered another amazing group of poets for me to watch
Josh just happens to be my favorite....
That is all

Fuck The Celtics...

...and Everything they stand for.
Fuck Orlando for playing a shitty 4th Quarter.
That is all

What Kind Of Fuckery is This?!?!?

The same exact face i made at what the fuck just transpired in the Magic Celtics game 4.
Smmfh...
In what fucking universe does GLEN DAVIS get off the game winning, series tying shot, can anyone explain to me da fuck just happened?
Motha-Fucking GLEN DAVIS, really?
I hate everything....
Dwight, Courtney, Mikael, and the rest of ya'll better get yo shit together....
You Cannot let the fuckin Celtics beat you
Especially w/o KG
All i know is the Magic better dominate in the next
2 games or so help me god i'm kicking somebody's ass

Pick Up's Of The Musical Variety

The Cool Kids new Summer Mixtape
Gone Fishing
If your lookin' for some cool 90's type shit this is it
Really gets you ready for the summer it makes you
Think of cookouts, lamping with your friends and
Hunting for the essential Summer Snuggle Buddy
Right now my fav joints are the interlude with Ryan Leslie
Weekend Girls,
Jump rope featuring Tennille, and
Cinnamon
Download it and Spread the Word of Good Hip-Hop to the world
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Tim William's "Album"
Him After Her
Just great shit... I've talked about Tim before and will keep
Talking about him until he gets some darn recognition
But then again I don't want him to get sucked in the the
Machine that is the Music Industry and chewed up
But the kid seems like he has a good head on his shoulders.
I've been told he sounds like Kenna but I don't listen to
Kenna so whtevs on that. But the piece is basically about
The journey he takes after he meets the mysterious
"HER"(I think it's his girl) my current fav is a three way tie between
Girl By The Bar (Just gotta love Travie)
3421 (The message is dope) and
Feel Young (Catchy as shit)
Again Download it and spread Great music to the masses
<3

Reflections

I live in one of if not perhaps the most Vain country in the world.

I just finished watching True Life: I Have Acne, no bullshit…

Damn, are people really that concerned with how they appear

to others to spend thousands on treatments that permanently

alter the condition of their skin? Honestly? Speaking as a person

with mild acne it does get frustrating when I feel A new

pimple coming… But I just chalk it up to genetics and hormones

and keep it moving, I have more important shit to worry about

besides the little bump growing out of my forehead.

These three people did have some serious acne but that is no

reason to take or even consider taking Accutane, a medication

that can severely alter ones mental state, and cause birth defects

among a host of other insane side effects

(taken from drugs.com)

Accutane side effects

” Accutane can cause severe, life-threatening birth defects if the mother takes the medication during pregnancy. Even one dose of Accutane can cause major birth defects of the baby's ears, eyes, face, skull, heart, and brain. Never use Accutane if you are pregnant.

Women of child-bearing potential must agree in writing to use two specific forms of birth control and have regular pregnancy tests before, during, and after taking Accutane. Unless you have had a total hysterectomy or have been in menopause for at least a year, you are considered to be of child-bearing potential.

Accutane is available only under a special program called iPLEDGE. You must be registered in the program and sign agreements to use birth control and undergo pregnancy testing as required by the program. Read all program brochures and agreements carefully.

It is dangerous to try and purchase Accutane on the Internet or from vendors outside of the United States. The sale and distribution of Accutane outside of the iPLEDGE program violates the regulations of the U.S. Food and Drug Administration for the safe use of this medication.

Accutane can weaken bones. Avoid sports or activities that may result in injury or bone fracture.

Do not donate blood while taking Accutane and for at least 30 days after you stop taking it. Donated blood that is later given to pregnant woman could lead to birth defects in her baby if the blood contains any level of Accutane.

Do not use wax hair removers or have dermabrasion or laser skin treatments while you are taking Accutane and for at least 6 months after you stop taking it. Scarring may result.

Avoid exposure to sunlight or artificial UV rays (sunlamps or tanning beds). Accutane can make your skin more sensitive to sunlight and sunburn may result. Accutane can cause side effects that may impair your vision, especially at night. Be careful if you drive or do anything that requires you to see clearly.

Get emergency medical help if you have any of these signs of an allergic reaction: hives; difficulty breathing; swelling of your face, lips, tongue, or throat. Stop using Accutane and call your doctor at once if you have any of these serious side effects:

· depressed mood, trouble concentrating, sleep problems, crying spells, aggression or agitation, changes in behavior, hallucinations, thoughts of suicide or hurting yourself;

· sudden numbness or weakness, especially on one side of the body;

· blurred vision, sudden and severe headache or pain behind your eyes, sometimes with vomiting;

· hearing problems, hearing loss, or ringing in your ears;

· seizure (convulsions);

· severe pain in your upper stomach spreading to your back, nausea and vomiting, fast heart rate;

· loss of appetite, dark urine, clay-colored stools, jaundice (yellowing of the skin or eyes);

· severe diarrhea, rectal bleeding, black, bloody, or tarry stools;

· fever, chills, body aches, flu symptoms, purple spots under your skin, easy bruising or bleeding; or

· joint stiffness, bone pain or fracture.

Less serious Accutane side effects may include:

· discomfort with contact lenses;

· joint pain, back pain;

· feeling dizzy, drowsy, or nervous;

· dryness of the lips, mouth, nose, or skin; or

· cracking or peeling skin, itching, rash, changes in your fingernails or toenails.”

Now who in their right fucking mind would consider such an insanely dangerous treatment you ask?

People that have been so influenced by society and the opinions of others that one must be perfect in every way to be seen as socially acceptable.

Vanity will kill you, Stay grounded