Psychological Vents...

In a society where vulnerability is most often taken as a sign of weakness, I want to be able to wear my heart on my T's every once in a while... Being constantly cold is eating me up inside... I want to be able to tell others my fears without the risk out them being used against me, I want to scream from the rooftops that I fear failure, disappointing my family and ending up alone more than anything... I'm tired of keeping my guard up constantly and getting others before they get me... I want to spill my soul on a page for the world to see with no regrets... My empathy and sensitivity are needed for my future field of work, but it's hard to foster them while trying to keep the electrical fences around my mushy parts working... I'm just tired... It's been said that Libras need emotional connections and I'm starting to think that's true, even though I hate to admit it... I must find more people that hold my interests... I'm really starting to consider that book...

~Boogie~