Complexity...

... So I've been talking to one of my Homies from high school for a min and intelligent convo with a male is making me think about some things...Here are my thoughts in list form...
I trust selectively but when I do trust, I go full tilt...
I am slightly intimidating but hey, thats just my expression learn to love it...
I need more emotional outlets, I've let my writing fall by the wayside because of class, I'll get it back, I promise...
My humor is understood by few, it may even offend some people...
I speak in Movie quotes with my little sister any my homie MissK... Don't judge me...
My heart is heavy, this black hole is no bueno...
I say "good shit" and "no bueno"... A LOT...
I make up words on the daily, my lexicon will body yours...
I aspire to a lot... I just hope that i make it... Dr. SkyB and shit...
My future home must have a sun room or screened in porch or something so I can sit in the rain and not get wet...
I want to live in Seattle at some point in my life, can you say RAIN...
Although my dream home would be in Connecticut, Soho. or the LES...
I like the rain, like a bunches, it's soothing, almost like it's wiping your slate clean...
I Love hard, from friends to family, SO's, and heroes, I go IN for those I care about...
I feel naked without my KhaiPod Yes I named my iPod so what?...
Music has a very weird effect on me... I LOVE it though
I Love my name... Mom Dukes got it right with this one...
My personality is forked in several different directions, very few know about me in my entirety...
I long for more intimate relationships, not just the romantic kind...
I am way more adept at listening than talking, but i can write you under the table...
Public speaking and the attention it warrants is my Kryptonite... Seriously...
I am horrible at taking my own advice...
I need to put myself out there more...
I really like men, I think the universe was lookin out for me when they popped up...
I have simple requests, but the simplicity throws some guys for a loop...
Love me, Communicate with me, reason with me, call me on my bullshit but be nice about it lol, make me feel like everything is okay even when the sky is falling down around us and I'll do the same for you...
I want to go to poetry clubs and slams like every weekend...
And a strip club once in my life, I wanna know what all the fuss is about...
I Love my niece and nephew but can only babysit in small doses...
I'm afraid of having kids because there is so much I want them to learn before the world teaches them otherwise...
I think child beauty pageants are just as bad as child prostitution...
I fuss over my childrens future names on the reg, it's just a quirk...
I have a lot of quirks...
My brain hurts and my fingers are tired... I'm about to watch Kim Possible and fall asleep...
If you took the time to read this, I Love you too
~Boogie~